This must be the place

I'm extremely tired of underestimating or putting a limit on things. I don't want to measure happiness on a scale of 1-100 because even 100 doesn't sound big enough to me. I want to cram as much life into every five minutes of my day as possible and I don't think that's a bad thing to strive towards. I'm tired of just EXISTING- I need more than that. I want to direct this passion for LIFE towards God's goals and I desire to feel exhausted in the best possible way- knowing that I spent my energy for the one who provided me with it in the first place.

"It's not always that there's necessarily a clear-cut good choice or a bad choice- no matter WHAT you choose, God can work through it."

I think I really need to be reminded of that, and instead of trying to make a circumstance in which he can work in my life, realizing full-heartedly that Jesus can work through taco nights with chattery sugar gliders, accompanied by simple love in conversation. Jesus can work through April 5th and April 8th and I know that all this doesn't hit home with everyone or many at all, but I think I am starting to get just a tip of this whole concept of how BIG he is and I feel literally like I am jumping up and down asking for more. More challenges, more new faces, more broken days and more fixed days. Just a whole lot more with him beside me, because, it has come to my attention that I can't do many things, much less reach them, standing at five feet and three and a 1/2 inches on my own. Here's to constant relying and constant rejoicing.

Oh, and in case you forgot-
I'M GOING TO DISNEYLAND!